The Hopeless Writer

How many times do I have to say goodbye... How many times do I have to ask myself "why"... You will never be so certain. And I will always be broken. Time and time again.... You will keep breaking me to pieces. The memories of you... The feeling for you... It keeps haunting me. Time and time again... I will be just another broken pieces. It's time to say a real goodbye... Don't ask me why... Please love her the way she deserves. I am just only someone who passed by... Even though how much I love you... Even though how much it hurts... It's time to say "Goodbye".

For how long that I have dreamed and hope... that you would come back to me.... For how long that I have been blinded... Today I can clearly see. Today I have a cruel wake up call. You are not and will never again be mine. My heart is weeping... Words cannot explain... Tears are running... I cannot complain... Such a fool I could be. Such a fool I couldn't see. How many pieces I was broken... Shattering I am at the moment. Goodbye, my sweet dream... It's time for me to wake up and realize. Goodbye, as it seems.... Forever, you will never be mine.

Underneath a blue brighten sky, There comes a soft winter breeze. Trying to ease  my heavy heart... Drowning in my thought... Feel hardly to breath... Underneath a blue winter sky, There's sweet melody playing in my ears... Trying to ease my heavy heart... Drowning in my thought... Find a comfort of some tears. Underneath a blue clear sky,  There's cloudy and bleary mind... Trying to ease my heavy heart... Drowning in my thought... Someday, one day I will be fine...

Sometime I'm so tired of wondering... How my life would be as my  heart is so exhausted... My soul is nearly wrecked... How I am going to stand another day? I am reckoning days... Since it was my choice to stay.. With my empty soul and my heavy heart... I wish, this too shall pass. Tomorrow will be another day. Let my destiny be conveyed. I will hold my head up high and stand on my guard... And keep repeating to myself, this too shall pass.

Once upon a time...I lost my beautiful precious, Through the journey... I lost it along the way, Cross the sea... I shall remember it so clearly, in that battle. Battle of Love... You won the fight and claimed your victory. You took my precious, you took my heart... My precious, my heart, my love... Could you be so kind to return it back to me? Across the ocean, we are so far apart. Without you, my love...my heart. I have lost

The day doesn't really matter... What matter is that you're right here next to me... Even though there was no roses, I felt more love and alive than I have ever been... Your heart beat and your warm body... It wakes me up to life once again.. Inspired by Warm Bodies, the movie...

Walking down a road of loneliness. I see cloud, I see storm... There is nothing to keep me safe.. There is nothing to keep me warm.. Walking down a road of loneliness. It is the road to emptiness... To the haunted town... Where a motion of sadness is hung around... Seeds of sorrow were plant on a ground. Walking down to mist of misery.. To a river of thousand tears drop.. To a mount of memories.. Walking down the road of loneliness... Somebody, please, comes and saves me... Yosita Anita V.