The Hopeless Writer

Just another lonely night, thinking of you. Thinking about those nights, only me and you. Wonder where you are and what have you been doing. Without you here, each night has lost its meaning. I miss you more than you could imagine. I think I'm in love with you ever since. The day we kept sharing our photography. The day you called me after your long day and saying you wanted to recharge your energy. The time we just sat there and appreciate each other company. The day's gone by, only you and me. Just another lonely night, thinking of you. I hope you are some where, thinking about me too.

It's been you all along... It's been you I've been waiting for. Your warm touch. Your shyness smile. Your awkward laugh. Your imperfections. Your informality. It's been you all along. Our talk... Our laugh... Our time together... Our love for the same things... It's been you all along. And then I found the reason. Why it never work with anyone. Because it's not just someone. Because you are the one. And it has to be you... It's been you I've been waiting for. It's been you all along.

Dear December, This is the year to remember. From March to November, I just wished it's already December! I don't need anything for Christmas, nor that I need for New Year. Only wish I have now, just get me out of here! Yosita V.

And then you said you miss me... I wish the word could do a magic like it used to be. I remember pain. I remember heart broken. I remember a thousand "I love you" to make you stay. I remember a thousand tears when you walked away. And then you said you miss me... There's nothing here as it used to be. I'm not the same girl who loved you. I'm not the same fool you left behind. No more tears left to cry. Just only...goodbye.

Unexpected, I let you come into my heart. And I started to like you more each day. You’re so young so lively and so smart. Every time spending with you, it was like floating away. In any circumstances you would be just perfect. But life always isn’t that easy and simple. You can’t get all you want no matter how hard you wish. My heart was aching badly trying to convince myself. “You would be fine but you have to let him go.” Convincing myself hard enough to forget the tears that flow. Just to see him one last time... Just to give him one last kiss... “Happy to see you after a while.” He said. “Happy to see you for the last time.” If I could ever say. “In the end, the whole of life becomes an act of letting go. But what always hurt the most, is not taking a moment to say goodbye.” -Life of Pi-

Open my eyes so that I can see Open my heart so that I can feel I was lost for so long Wandered around in an empty land The hunger that hasn't been fed The thirst that hasn't been fulfilled what's the feeling of being loved? what's the feeling of that tender touch? The feeling of connection that longing feeling... Open my eyes so that I can see, your beautiful soul Open my heart so that I can feel, you warmed love I don't want to be lost any longer I don't want to feel any hunger I was lost for so long... I don't want to feel lost any more...