The Hopeless Writer

And then you said you miss me... I wish the word could do a magic like it used to be. I remember pain. I remember heart broken. I remember a thousand "I love you" to make you stay. I remember a thousand tears when you walked away. And then you said you miss me... There's nothing here as it used to be. I'm not the same girl who loved you. I'm not the same fool you left behind. No more tears left to cry. Just only...goodbye.

Unexpected, I let you come into my heart. And I started to like you more each day. You’re so young so lively and so smart. Every time spending with you, it was like floating away. In any circumstances you would be just perfect. But life always isn’t that easy and simple. You can’t get all you want no matter how hard you wish. My heart was aching badly trying to convince myself. “You would be fine but you have to let him go.” Convincing myself hard enough to forget the tears that flow. Just to see him one last time... Just to give him one last kiss... “Happy to see you after a while.” He said. “Happy to see you for the last time.” If I could ever say. “In the end, the whole of life becomes an act of letting go. But what always hurt the most, is not taking a moment to say goodbye.” -Life of Pi-