The Hopeless Writer

If I told you that I loved you Would you ever hurt me? If I told you that I needed you Would you ever leave me? I was hurt and it's so cruel To be left alone without a clue. I was hurt and it's so undue. To be left shattered by you. You said you loved me but you're unsure. You said you wanted me and you wanted her. You asked me to wait but where was my place? You asked me to wait but I was neglected. I told you that I loved you. Why you hurt me? I told you that I needed you. Why you left me?....

How many times do I have to say goodbye... How many times do I have to ask myself "why"... You will never be so certain. And I will always be broken. Time and time again.... You will keep breaking me to pieces. The memories of you... The feeling for you... It keeps haunting me. Time and time again... I will be just another broken pieces. It's time to say a real goodbye... Don't ask me why... Please love her the way she deserves. I am just only someone who passed by... Even though how much I love you... Even though how much it hurts... It's time to say "Goodbye".

For how long that I have dreamed and hope... that you would come back to me.... For how long that I have been blinded... Today I can clearly see. Today I have a cruel wake up call. You are not and will never again be mine. My heart is weeping... Words cannot explain... Tears are running... I cannot complain... Such a fool I could be. Such a fool I couldn't see. How many pieces I was broken... Shattering I am at the moment. Goodbye, my sweet dream... It's time for me to wake up and realize. Goodbye, as it seems.... Forever, you will never be mine.