The Hopeless Writer

Dear Loneliness… I shall not be afraid of you anymore. I shall embrace you like a wonderful lover. I shall welcome you like you are my only true friend. I shall greet you like you are my family. Oh my dear Loneliness, we've known each other for too long. We've spent time together too often. And you know me too well. I do miss you sometime but I know you always come back. You never leave me alone like they do. You always know how to comfort me, like cooking me a delicious tears soup. Bathing me with a warm tears and the scent of grief. Sing me a miserable lullaby. And cuddle me with your humble solitude. Oh my dear loneliness, if you've ever left. How can I possibly live without you. Oh my dear loneliness, if you've ever left. My life will be completely different without you. It's such a quiet and peaceful night and it's time to go to bed again. Loneliness, can you tuck me in and sing me your lullaby? Can you stay with me and hold me ...

I know our love was gone wrong. And I’m singing you this sad song…to show you how silly we were. To tell you what we lost. You’re always in your own depressive world and left me on my own You left me confused with the truth feeling you’ve never shown. We said that we would always talk but still we had something to hide. Our love was so fragile and we were acting like a child. You were the reason of all those thousand tears that I cried. You were the reason that I changed and you still don’t understand why. I know our love was gone wrong. And I’m singing you this sad song…to show you how silly we were. To tell you what we lost. A thousand promises that you never kept. A thousand memories I tearfully left…behind. It’s too late to change what you should have done before. It’s too late to ask for one more chance…no more. How many times that I waited and wasted? How many tears that I shed? How many years that I had to live in your shadow? How many years that I lived witho...