The Hopeless Writer

Now I understand... a different taste of tears. Once I used to cry because I was so desperate to understand what was going on. Once I used to cry blaming everyone but myself. Once I used to cry because I was ignored by the person I loved. Once I used to cry because I lost my trust in the person I loved. Once I used to cry because I was left by the person I loved. Once I used to cry because I left the person I used to love. Now... I cry because it's all myself to blame. Now I cry because I realize that all those mistake I made, was such an act of a fool. Now I cry because of those little things you didn't say which led us to the end, today. Now I cry wishing and hoping if there's another way. Now I cry wishing and hoping for another chance to prove how much I love you. Now I cry because you completely change and no more love for me. Now I cry....desperately. Yosita Anita V.

It's been a year since my life completely turned around. It's been such an amazing year, I could ever wish for. You're always by my side, every times that I've felt so down. You are my very best wishes and I will never ask for more. Oh my love, thank you for coming into my life. Oh my dear, thank you for sharing your love. Oh my darling, you have no idea how much you mean to me. Oh my honey, what have I done to deserve such a wonderful person as thee. It's been a year but my love for you is still growing strong. It's been such an incredible year and I finally found where I belong. I know I have nothing to fear when you are with me. I also know that I can always trust thee. Oh my love, if I have never met you... Oh my dear, you are like a dream comes true. Oh my darling, I am all yours...come what may. Oh my honey, I love you...always. Yosita Anita V.

Thinking of you for every single step I walked on the beach. Thinking of you every times when I heard your favorite beat. Thinking of you for every sips of cocktail I had. Thinking of you when I felt so sad. Thinking of you when nice sea breeze blows. Thinking of you when I felt the hour passed by so slow. Thinking of you when I dipped myself into clear blue sea. Thinking of you every times I had a cup of jasmine tea. Thinking of you when I saw lovers walked hand in hand. Thinking of you when I saw footprints in sand. I can find a million ways to say how much I miss you. But it can’t compare to the feeling how much I really do. I miss you… Yosita Anita V.